I feel abstract.

I feel illogical.

I want to create without structure.
I want to build without tools.
I want to fly without wings.
I want to swim out of water.
I want to drink the air.
I want to taste sound.
I want to hear colour.
I want to laugh in pain.
I want to cry in pleasure.
I want to scream.

I want to do something I've never done.
Go somewhere I've never been.
See something I've never seen.
Meet someone I've never met.
Fight a battle I've never won.
Without thought.
Without warning.

I speak too much.
I say too little.

I must act.